I had gotten so dependent on your rulessness, each day the moon shifted slightly to the left.
my salt-slapped cheek chilled by your blistering brutality, a blow I once waited each patient minute
to experience. Wishing and waiting,
a sweltering silence only tempted by this misery,
you rained on my parade when I was in a tempest of torture.
To breathe under your great wave was inconceivable.
why? why do you enjoy this misery you infect? A spect, a spit, a drizzle of darkness dampening the day.
You muster, brew and boil. Then the cracking of the cradle follows. We all see. A single drop drips down and the heavens fall.
I once liked the rain. Loved it even, if you can call it love. The cold, the damp, the dark, there is a strange beauty to it.
Maybe as You know it will end.
I miss the rain.
Sometimes.
But today, as I think of this stormy set of sinking sentiments, a simple shining sliver of sun slips through.
The warmth touches the tip of my nose.
I let her in.
And I can breathe.
I AM HAPPY TO BE AWAY FROM YOU.
Away, safe and sound, from the brutal wind-rush of the seashore.

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